Diary of An Unrepentant Sex Addict

Monday, February 26, 2007

33 Days, 33 Posts: Day 29 - I Have Varied Tastes

I have a confession: I get seriously turned-on by pre-op male-to-female transsexuals. To some degree, transvestites have a similar effect, but it's the TSs that make me weak in the knees.

My first exposure was Howard Chaykin's Black Kiss mini-series. Vampires, porn stars, organized crime and a pre-op TS prostitute. A three-way between the TS, a vampiric veteran porn actress and one completely unsuspecting guy. And that's within the first chapter or two. With E, I used to watch Brazilian TS porn that her store carried (it was her job to review the porn, so we felt we had a duty).

I've been with a few TVs over time, but as far as I know I've only been with one TS. I don't actually know if she was pre- or post-op because she only went down on me, never undressed. At least one person I've met through Craigslist advertised themselves as a TS but was actually a TV (I'll concede she might have been very early in transition, but really was more TV in appearance). I frequently skim the "t4m" section on CL, but I have yet to actually go that route. I've been to Diva's, a bar in SF that caters to transfolk and their "admirers" (a.k.a. "chasers"). Alas, most of the women there are working, as well.

This "fascination" has led me to give a lot of thought to what I would do if/when I'm in bed with a TS. Would I perform oral? Be receptive to anal? While exploring my bi side with men, I've been pretty strictly a top-- always pitching, never catching.

Over the last, umm, 29 days I've been having a wider variety of sexual fantasies. And in some of them, I catch.


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